Religion

Religion is such a touchy topic to people and i can see why at times. People have this belief of a man or god saving them of there sins and all that. I my self am not religious at all. Only been in church for a couple weddings ive attended and for funnerals. Not once for a sunday morning or ever to CCD. I simply believe in what i can see feel and talk to to PHYSICALLY. Now there could be a god and im screwed for not believing him or i can continue to believe that when i die i am simply burried 6 feet under for my body to rot. Yes it seems like there are miracles that are “Acts of god” but any miracle is just same as really unlikely probablitiy of something. The chance a person has of getting his life saved by a last minute phone call is just as likely as winning the lottery on your first play. There just two very unlikely events that happen to happen that first try of 934857389457893457394857389 chance. That can seem like miracle. I have nothing against religion i simply dont believe in it much at all. I need to see jesus, or allah, or abraham or budda myself and sit down with and smoke a hookah before im gonna devote a life of goodness and boringness to go to “heaven”. I have never based someone on their beliefs and wont start but im gonna live my life in no regret. I do have morals and do good deeds, but if i choose to curse, smoke, drink, have sex before marriage and never go to church and learn a sinngle prayer im going to. No of that is going to change what happens when i die. Im burried and missed for some time and life goes on and new people are born to make the word go round.

Plague of Tics

I have always grown up hearing about people who have soome sort of tic and i never really met one but it seems they go through a whole sort of trouble. I can remember a video i saw on HBO or Showtime that showed kids with tics and what they go through in school. A lot of it was kids with a tic or studder giving their story and the sad part was kids could think fully i there heads, but just cant get what they want to say out in the right manner. A little boy was telling his story and as he studdered to get out, he said i know what i want to say and it all make sense in my head but when he moves his lips the words just cant come out in fluid sentence. He stops and studders and struggles to get the words out. I see this and it make me feel so bad because there are times where i struggle find the words i want to say and i can speak with out any tics and studders yet i get pissed when i cant find the words. Like this kid in the story with rolling his eyes and pressing his nose, everybody with a tic usually has something different. I just hope these kids continue to fight and work thorugh there condition because they do think and want to act like the so called “normal” person but some disorder is holding them back. to me this makes them much stronger than anyone not going through what they are.